We are so accustomed to always being on the defense and having our guard up. We have protect ourselves right. The problem is that protection is not our responsibility. The Lord is our protector. God is our defender. So why do we always have our guard up? We end up shutting out people who have no harmful intentions and playing defense where there is no need for defending. Our hearts become hardened by the shields that we have placed around it and we are not open to others. What if we stopped being so defensive and let God fight for us? What if we trusted God to not lead us astray or into danger? Psalm 23 speaks of this "He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake" Psalm 23:3 KJV. We also have reassurance in his word in Psalm 91:1-7:
1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. 3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. 4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler. 5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; 6 nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. 7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
Jehovah Nissi: The Lord My Banner and Defender. In Exodus 17:16-17 Moses gave the battle to God. All through Exodus 17 Moses seemed God and listened to His commands. When we try to fight the battle on our own, it is already lost.
Now, there is a difference between being defensive and wisdom or discernment. Wisdom and discernment comes from God. Defensiveness and putting up walls comes from our flesh. It comes from thinking we can live this life by our own understanding.
I will be transparent and share my experiences. I am in a new relationship and because of what others have done to me, I have many walls built up and feel like I need to protect myself. This has caused more damage than anything. My defense comes from a place of fear and not trusting God that He will protect me and defend me. I thought I needed these walls to maintain my safety whether or not this man was sent by God. I have not given my safety to the Lord and declared him Jehovah Nissi. If I put down my fists and accept God's protection, everything will work out just the way it is suppose to. "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28 KJV.
God has assured us of the victory many times. It is up to us to accept His assurance and trust Him. This is a reoccurring theme in my posts to trust God because it is SO important for us to do so and let go of our lives that we hold on to so dearly. Our life is not our own, but Gods so that He can use us as living vessels. We have to give everything to Him first and BELIEVE. It's okay to just relax sometimes and rely on God.