God and I had a conversation this morning about waiting. I asked God why does it take so long for things to manifest in my life? Why can't it be instantaneous? Why can't I pray for something and the next phone call or knock on the door I get is an answer to my prayers? He said because you don't trust me. Now of course I'm in denial like of course I trust you. His reply was unwavering trust and belief without doubt, worry, or fear. Imagine the things that would happen in our lives if we REALLY trusted God 100% Let's be honest, most of us trust him maybe about 75% maybe even 90% but it's not wholehearted. Let's get brutal, who do you even trust? Do you trust yourself 100%? You know why our trust and faith wavers within and with others, because we haven't learned to trust God wholeheartedly. And when we really look at it, how many of us trust ourselves more than we trust our prayers and petitions to God. We try to make things happen for ourselves all the time instead of stepping out of self and letting God run the show.
Honesty hurts but let's reevaluate where our trust lies. Let's give 100% to God and not fragment our hope between ourselves, other people, and God. Imagine how big our world would be with the endless possibilities of what God can do. He can do so much more than we could ever do on our own. We just have to believe. We have to tear down those walls of mistrust that PEOPLE have placed there. God never did anything to you to make you doubt Him, the world did. God has so much that He wants to give us. He has so many successes for you. You can have it right now, if you trust Him with everything in you. And I mean EVERYTHING within you. Down to the deepest part of your soul.
It seems unobtainable but with time we can all learn to do this. It's second nature to us to worry and doubt (even for a second) but that doesn't mean that bad habits can't change. The first step is to have an honest moment with yourself and see where your trust in God is and admit that you have not trusted Him the way He desires you to. The next step is to consistently confront doubt and worry. We do this by recognizing our doubt and changing our thought pattern to words of trust. "I trust you God. There is nothing I have to worry about."
My prayer is that God fills your heart FULL of trust, love, faith, and all things that are good. He has big plans for you. Just Believe!